Anyways, since moving to Portugal last October and not being able to drive or ride due to no licence, although I have illegally to get some contraband goods

We have one bus a week which doesn`t return, so no good, so we have food vans which visit and bring all we need really, so that is brilliant, they don`t always come, so it can be interesting, but never that bad that we don`t have anything to eat and now my food is on stream, we buy very little anyways.
So I got my licence on the 4th July and had a new bike waiting, so all good to go, trouble is I don`t want to go...I love riding the bike in the heat and fuck it is good, but |I find myself not wanting to go into places where there are people, I went to Castelo Branco on Monday to see about a car and to the supermarket for a few bits, but couldn`t be arsed going inside, it all seems so fucking futile, structured and boring...Sure there was things we needed, but I really couldn`t bring myself to go onside and do the prescribed trolley bollocks and check out shit, not interested....So just went for a proper ride and enjoyed myself.
I think being cut off from normal society for so long has allowed me to truly see the futility of it all, the bullshit, the same old shit we are all supposed to do, well they can fuck off, I ain`t doing it.
My house has fake marble floor tiles in the bathroom with lemon coloured tiles on the walls, it looks shit, but it is clean and it works, as does the shower with my bodged plumbing, it works, I don`t give a fuck how it looks, it ain`t there to impress people, it is their so I can scrub my bollocks and everything else and be clean, it works...Like the kitchen, I fucking hate fitted kitchens and the last place had an intergrated on and it was a fucking pain, so I stated....No fucking fitted kitchen, get to fuck with that bollocks, if someone don`t like the kitchen, well they can fuck off, I don`t fucking care, I really don`t give a fuck for all of this shit anymore, it is all bollocks.
I have gone feral and fucking well loving it,
FUCK THE WORLD.



